Saturday, December 18, 2010

Day 34 cont'd.

Cried myself to sleep tonight. Fought so many temptations, and I almost lost.

Can someone just please shake me awake from this nightmare?

The Great Sadness has taken ahold of me and won't let go. It's like a nice warm blanket. Always here, always with me.

How could Papa (God) let this happen? Does He love me? Love her?

Fuck cancer,
Niki FM.

1 comment:

SkinnieMinnie said...

Crying unstoppable tears for you and your family - how utterly heartbreaking. prayers for you.