Greetings to my few viewers. HAHA
So I'm listening to "Don't Stop Believin" by the Glee Cast, wallowing in self pity.
First things first. I didn't work out today, so that's probably why I feel so yucky. And I kinda splurged on lunch, and ate like a cup of food......failure. Anyway, we'll deal with my food issues later.
Secondly, I've been entertaining second thoughts about Columbia College of Chicago. Currently, I am going to CCC for a Bachelor of Arts in Music Business Management with an emphasis in Talent Management. It's amazing, and it's cool that in two year I'll be graduating with the degree and hopefully tour around with a bunch of bands. But then again, because of this recession, my hopes and dreams are kinda slowly drifting away. I mean, everyone knows the music business is slowly dying and the DIY era is upon us. I just wish things could be easier. I mean, I'll apply for a few internships and all, but what if things don't work out? Will I have wasted four years of my life and $120,000 of money to just work at some 9-5 desk job that I hate?
Pre-med and Med School have been on the brain lately. Let's face it, I thrive on helping people. People people gives me this weird sort of unexplained satisfaction. Plus, I'm a mama bear. I could be compared the the great Dr. Bailey on Grey's Anatomy. She would the my role model, along with Hunter "Patch" Adams. Now I know what you are all thinking. This girl isn't smart enough for all the math and science it takes to become a doctor. You're probably right. I got a 16 on my ACT the first time I took it, and then a 19 the second time I took it. It's not that I'm not smart enough. My IQ is 135, I was tested last year to find out the number....so it's surely not that I'm not smart enough. It's just math is a little too complicated for my ADD brain. No, the ADD isn't a cop out. It's real. I've just been able to control it.
If I were to go to med school and pass with flying colors, I would either work at: The Geshundheit Institute created by the famous Hunter "Patch" Adams. It would be amazing to help children. Laughter is the best medicine, because for that sole moment, the child/parent isn't worried about the disease, the bills or the feeling of helplessness. I feel that once in awhile. The big ones that come to mind: My sister, Sonya, Amanda S., Amanda B., Jamie.....the important ones. I love those girls.....seriously they are all my sisters. They're my family. :)
Or, I'd work at Mayo Clinic in Rochester, MN and be a cancer doctor for children. I would want to give familes hope, and bring sunshine into their darkend lives. After reading "My Sister's Keeper", I would want to be the light in the darkness of a family struck with jevenile carcinoma. I'm a helper. I help people. It's what I'm best at.
Because let's face it, people will ALWAYS need doctors. Old ones die, new ones are needed to fill their places. And, with a last name like Kaiser....you should become a doctor. It sounds amazing...
Dr. Nicole E. Kaiser M.D.
Amazing. Anyway, just some of my thoughts, to keep you updated.
Peace, Love and Laughter.
NicoleVonDee.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
An Evening Out With The JoBros.
Good evening.
I thought I should write a quick blog, and give you an update on my world. I know the title is misleading, but you'll understand why.
First off, congrats to me. I lost like 4 pounds! WOO HOO! YAY ME! I have lost a total of 23 pounds. I have a total of 4.5 cc's in my band, and I'm feeling great. Hopefully with continued exercise and a proper diet, I can loose 2 pounds a week instead of one.
Secondly, I had a lovely evening with the Fab Four: Me, Beusch, Brit and Jen. We had a lovely dinner, where I repeatedly was obnoxious in a public place, and made everyone laugh. We then decided to go to Target before our movie started to get some water for cheap, and I got lost. I got lost in one of the isles. So hilarious. We played marco-polo until they could find me.
Finally, I am 19 years old. I saw the Jonas Brothers 3D Concert. And let's just say that my mind was in a rather raunchy place. Shame on me, I know, but I couldn't help it. Kevin is 21. Not bad. Very handsome, very nice, and incredibly talented at guitar. Not the problem. Joe is 19. My age. No biggie, right? However, Nick is only 16. I am a pervert. Seriously. Anyway, I went and saw the concert. I clapped, and smiled and raved. It was the perfect end to a perfect evening with the girls.
This weekend will be full of relaxation, and homework. I miss you all, and I can't wait till Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince comes out in July and then New Moon in November.
Peace, Love and Jonas.
I thought I should write a quick blog, and give you an update on my world. I know the title is misleading, but you'll understand why.
First off, congrats to me. I lost like 4 pounds! WOO HOO! YAY ME! I have lost a total of 23 pounds. I have a total of 4.5 cc's in my band, and I'm feeling great. Hopefully with continued exercise and a proper diet, I can loose 2 pounds a week instead of one.
Secondly, I had a lovely evening with the Fab Four: Me, Beusch, Brit and Jen. We had a lovely dinner, where I repeatedly was obnoxious in a public place, and made everyone laugh. We then decided to go to Target before our movie started to get some water for cheap, and I got lost. I got lost in one of the isles. So hilarious. We played marco-polo until they could find me.
Finally, I am 19 years old. I saw the Jonas Brothers 3D Concert. And let's just say that my mind was in a rather raunchy place. Shame on me, I know, but I couldn't help it. Kevin is 21. Not bad. Very handsome, very nice, and incredibly talented at guitar. Not the problem. Joe is 19. My age. No biggie, right? However, Nick is only 16. I am a pervert. Seriously. Anyway, I went and saw the concert. I clapped, and smiled and raved. It was the perfect end to a perfect evening with the girls.
This weekend will be full of relaxation, and homework. I miss you all, and I can't wait till Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince comes out in July and then New Moon in November.
Peace, Love and Jonas.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Braveheart and my adjustment.
Hello all.
I thought I should update you all on how my adjustment is going.
First off, the only real problem is that I can't eat solid food until after 2pm. Otherwise I have a protein shake for breakfast and lunch. Don't get me wrong, its not like I throw up, it's simply that I just get way too much heart burn after I eat before 2 pm.
I don't feel like I'm loosing weight, even though I work out every other day. Granted I'm not going to a gym, but I'm doing Fitness On Demand. It's free through my cable service provider, and they have 10 minute Cardio blasts for each area: abs, arms, legs, and butt. Which is equivalent to 40 minute work outs every other day. But still, I feel like I'm not loosing much weight. Sad. Maybe I will go on a scrictly liquid diet, just to kick start the weight loss.
Third, or whatever the hell number I am on now, I really need to learn when to stop eating. I've trained my brain to feel full when my plate is empty. And I know for certain that I'm not eating the 1/2 cup of food per meal. I'm eating more. Yuck, I feel like such a failure when I eat. It's the sad truth. Don't worry, I'm not going to get all ana on ya'll, but it's just what's inside my head. I'm not feeling pressure to be thinner, I simply feel disgusting at this weight. My goal is to loose 120 pounds. I've already lost 20, so 100 to go. I know I can do better, but we'll see how things go.
I really just need some motivation right now. Any tips?
Anyway, I am watching Braveheart and Pearl Harbor at the same time. I have to have love for Braveheart. Yes, the dudes in that movie are ugly as hell, but the accents make me melt. Seriously, I would move to Scotland for 6 months to a year just to gain the accent. How cute would I sound? HAHAHA. I would love my accent, instead of regular old and boring wisconsin accent. LAMEEEEE. Pearl Harbor is cute, because of the outfits. I loved the 20's and 40's. The fashion was killer.
Alright, I'll get back to the movies. Possibly work out for a second time today...I am having a fat and ugly day. Stupid girl emotions. Anyway love you all.
Sincerely,
Me.
PS: Go see "He's Just Not That Into You".....ultimate chick flick of the year. It's adorable, plus it has some great actors in it: Justin Long, Drew Barrymore, Ginnifer Goodwin, and Ben Affleck...who was by far very cool in this movie. After the whole JLo thing, he fell apart and his street cred went down the toilet. HAHAH
Peace, Love and Scotland.
I thought I should update you all on how my adjustment is going.
First off, the only real problem is that I can't eat solid food until after 2pm. Otherwise I have a protein shake for breakfast and lunch. Don't get me wrong, its not like I throw up, it's simply that I just get way too much heart burn after I eat before 2 pm.
I don't feel like I'm loosing weight, even though I work out every other day. Granted I'm not going to a gym, but I'm doing Fitness On Demand. It's free through my cable service provider, and they have 10 minute Cardio blasts for each area: abs, arms, legs, and butt. Which is equivalent to 40 minute work outs every other day. But still, I feel like I'm not loosing much weight. Sad. Maybe I will go on a scrictly liquid diet, just to kick start the weight loss.
Third, or whatever the hell number I am on now, I really need to learn when to stop eating. I've trained my brain to feel full when my plate is empty. And I know for certain that I'm not eating the 1/2 cup of food per meal. I'm eating more. Yuck, I feel like such a failure when I eat. It's the sad truth. Don't worry, I'm not going to get all ana on ya'll, but it's just what's inside my head. I'm not feeling pressure to be thinner, I simply feel disgusting at this weight. My goal is to loose 120 pounds. I've already lost 20, so 100 to go. I know I can do better, but we'll see how things go.
I really just need some motivation right now. Any tips?
Anyway, I am watching Braveheart and Pearl Harbor at the same time. I have to have love for Braveheart. Yes, the dudes in that movie are ugly as hell, but the accents make me melt. Seriously, I would move to Scotland for 6 months to a year just to gain the accent. How cute would I sound? HAHAHA. I would love my accent, instead of regular old and boring wisconsin accent. LAMEEEEE. Pearl Harbor is cute, because of the outfits. I loved the 20's and 40's. The fashion was killer.
Alright, I'll get back to the movies. Possibly work out for a second time today...I am having a fat and ugly day. Stupid girl emotions. Anyway love you all.
Sincerely,
Me.
PS: Go see "He's Just Not That Into You".....ultimate chick flick of the year. It's adorable, plus it has some great actors in it: Justin Long, Drew Barrymore, Ginnifer Goodwin, and Ben Affleck...who was by far very cool in this movie. After the whole JLo thing, he fell apart and his street cred went down the toilet. HAHAH
Peace, Love and Scotland.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
First Adjustment and American Idol
Good evening to you all.
Nicole here. It's been awhile since I've updated and I'm bored with commercials during American Idol, so I've decided to update quickly.
So yesterday I got my first adjustment on my Lap Band System. Originally I had 2cc's in the band. Yesterday, my lovely adorable doctor calmed me the hell down after freaking myself out because of the needle and put in another 1.5cc's. I was quite terrified of the idea of a needle stabbing me in the stomach, but then I realized that the skin would be numb...so I relaxed.
I have a total of 3.5cc's.
I've lost a total of like 20 pounds I think.
I just can't wait to go back to school and get into a gym again to work out hardcore. It will be nice to work out with Amanda again and feel the burn...literally.
As for American Idol. People...listen up. If you think you can sing well, you probably can't. I think that the pre-round of American Idol (even before you get infront of Paula, Randy, Simon and Kara) those pre-round judges put the worst people through just to entertain the real judges. I would put the worst people through just to be mean. HAHAHA.
Anyway, just a little update. I better go pay attention to "Lie To Me" my new favorite TV Shows.
Sincerely,
Me.
Nicole here. It's been awhile since I've updated and I'm bored with commercials during American Idol, so I've decided to update quickly.
So yesterday I got my first adjustment on my Lap Band System. Originally I had 2cc's in the band. Yesterday, my lovely adorable doctor calmed me the hell down after freaking myself out because of the needle and put in another 1.5cc's. I was quite terrified of the idea of a needle stabbing me in the stomach, but then I realized that the skin would be numb...so I relaxed.
I have a total of 3.5cc's.
I've lost a total of like 20 pounds I think.
I just can't wait to go back to school and get into a gym again to work out hardcore. It will be nice to work out with Amanda again and feel the burn...literally.
As for American Idol. People...listen up. If you think you can sing well, you probably can't. I think that the pre-round of American Idol (even before you get infront of Paula, Randy, Simon and Kara) those pre-round judges put the worst people through just to entertain the real judges. I would put the worst people through just to be mean. HAHAHA.
Anyway, just a little update. I better go pay attention to "Lie To Me" my new favorite TV Shows.
Sincerely,
Me.
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