Hello folks.
Haven't been able to bring myself to write since mom died.
It's like my passion for writing went into the ground with her. She was always so excited to read my stories and my little ditties about whatever was going on in my head.
This july 6th, it will have been exactly three months since she died. And honestly...it feels like yesterday. I don't know if I will ever be able to forget about how sad I am. Or how much I miss her. All the fucking time. She was my superhero.
And she'll never be able to meet my first boyfriend, my husband, walk me down the aisle, see my kids....
I'll continue to post my thoughts, worries, and life from now on. I need to get this Great Sadness out of me...it's too heavy.
Where are you Papa?
