Friday, September 2, 2011

He IS listening.

Alright Papa, You were listening.... "When I am silent, I am listening. Not abandoning."

About 20 minutes after my last post, I got a message from an old friend with three simple words:

"I just whisper".

I got the chills too.

I cried with my roommate/best friend for an hour about mom. It was good. It felt good to cry. So good I took selfsies? God put her into my life for a reason. You know what? I think we are going to be okay. I think.

"Ruin is the road to recovery and rebirth."

Alright Papa...

"I'm from Missouri, show me..."

Thursday, September 1, 2011

silence.

I'm losing myself again.

Where are you, Papa?

I need you.

Love,
Nicole.