Day 82.

I felt Jesus today. For the first time in a long time. I felt Papa surround me. He covered The Great Sadness and gave me peace all thanks to 30 Seconds To Mars and their song "Closer To The Edge".

This peace may only last a minute, the duration of the song, an hour or the whole day. I really needed this. Thank you Papa. I love you mom. Be strong.

"Closer To The Edge"
by: 30 Seconds To Mars

I remember one moment, I tried to forget ( I remember the moment, I tried to forget)
I lost myself, is it better not said
Now I'm closer to the edge

It was a thousand to one
And a million to two
Time to go down in flames and I'm taking you
Closer to the edge

No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
NO NO NO NO

Can can can you imagine a time when the truth ran free
The birth of a song and the death of a dream (The birth of a sun the death of a dream)
Closer to the edge

This never ending story
Paid for with pride and fate
We all fall short of glory
LOST IN OUR FATE

No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
NO NO NO NO

NO NO NO NO

I will never forget
NO NO
I will never regret
NO NO
I WILL LIVE MY LIFE
NO NO NO NO
I will never forget
NO NO
I will never regret
NO NO
I WILL LIVE MY LIFE

No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
NO NO
No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
NO NO NO NO

Closer to the edge
Closer to the edge
NO NO NO NO

Closer to the edge
Closer to the edge
NO NO NO NO

Closer to the edge

Love and Rockets
Niki FM.